Bam.

It's 2:30 in the morning. I have class in 7 hours, which means I have to be up in 5 or so. Stayed up late again, but because I am genuinely sad. Legitimately, genuinely, undoubtedly sad. And, there's nothing I can do about any of this. At least, not right now.

Someday soon though. I'll break it. I'll break you, and you. However either of you chooses to break will be up to you, but you know why I'm so sad, and why I'm going to be this way.

I'm sorry you just don't get why I do these things.
I'm sorry you don't care why.
And, I'm sorry it's not what you want.
But, I'm most sorry for the fact that I'm doing this for you, and you don't care to do a thing for me.

Maybe, someday, you'll learn. And, I hope the next person will be as caring as I was.