Wow.

And how does it feel to be the name that's on the page
To know that you've joined the rank of all of the people I hate
And how does it feel to be the one that's center stage
To know that your just a face
That started this horrible game
I hear you saying that it hurts so much
You never really thought it through
I'm tying nooses and you know this ones for you


Go Radio - Thanks For Nothing
Good stuff. 

Wow.

You know what a real friend is? Someone who's willing to tell you you're slipping up when they see it happening.

Apparently, all the people I try to make time for and divide my time equally with think I'm "too cool" for them. You know, I try my best to get shit done and spend time with everyone that I care about, but I can't spend more time with certain friends just because they'll talk about me if I don't.

Some friends, man. If you can't please all of them, you can't please any of them.

What if

What if religion was wrong? Entirely. What if the only merit religions had was that we should all be good to each other? What if every wrong thing we did would result in us being reincarnated and having to live out another existence on earth? What if we led good lives in which we did the right thing, and were good to each other, which then allowed us to get to heaven? In this case, the worse a person was during a lifetime, they would be reincarnated based on the severity of their infractions against others, and if a person was essentially good, their punishment would be minimal and would be allowed into heaven.

Just a thought. Go figure, abortion debates do this to me. Haha.

Wow.

I was on Facebook, and Jonathan posted DJ Earworm's "United States of Pop 2010". After hearing all the individual songs mashed up, I realized how long 2010 was. This is totally messing me up. I feel like it flew by, but it was so long, and I couldn't stand 2010. It's just weird, I guess. Either way, I feel like I have more to say, but I'm way too tired to say anything else. Goodnight.

This one is for me.

We're not talking. I'm probably not going to talk to you about this. Any of it, really. Take your nap. Deal with your anger, and any other emotion you have, the way you want and do. I'm giving you what you want. I'll wait to talk to you. But, I'm not telling you what bothers me. I don't want to anymore. This time, I'd really rather be alone.

Here are a few things worth keeping in mind.

1. Girls think all girls are pretty unless they hate each other. Girls call each other gorgeous, beautiful, pretty, cute, or what-have-you when it's not at all the case. They're all fucking liars when it comes to this shit.

2. The people who love you, lie to you. 

3. Facebook is full of stupid things, and people's statuses are terrible.

4. Nobody is as intelligent as you'd think. Especially me. 

5. A relationship should never be spent trying to make up for things you've done wrong. 

6. I'm the most critical person I know, and I hate a lot of things.

7. Don't talk to me because chances are I'll end up judging you or start an argument. 

8. I'm not the nice guy I used to be, so avoid me.

9. I will get in your face and call you out if you're being stupid in my eyes. 

10. People cheat and lie. Don't trust them. 

11. Life hurts.

I'm sitting in my room, and I have my bags packed. I'm supposed to be packing for school, but I'm really tempted to just leave. I'm trying to decide whether or not I'll be moving back into my dorm or running away. I'm just saying, school isn't my first choice in this decision. Not right now, at least. Happy new year, anyone who reads this. Enjoy the song. 

Kill The President - Arrogant Sons of Bitches

Mental note for this year's New Years:

Avoid the shit out of Facebook. I hate reading, "Resolution #1: blah blah blah things are going to be awesome, everything will fall into place, this is my year!"

Stuff like that makes me angry. Resolutions are supposed to be challenges, not something vague and ambiguous like "everything will fall into place."

Make things hard for yourself in hopes to become a better person by meeting these challenges.

For the first time in my life, I actually have a few resolutions. I'm not posting them for everyone to see, but if you ask, I will tell.

Happy new year, everyone.